i guess this is the end, where everything stops.
after so long, i just wanna tell you some things that i hope you'll keep in mind.

don't smoke, don't fight, don't be sad.
work hard, get good grades, go to sec5, as promised.
fall in love, love her wholeheartedly.
be a man, take initiative, and give in to her.
be a man of your words, be a gentleman.

and maybe 20 years later, when i see you again,
i'll see you with two kids and a wife
and i'll smile.

but i hope you know how much courage it takes for me to leave you without looking back.
but i guess it's harder this time.
there's so much that i'm still worrying about.
ease me, please.

5 sept was my last post on deadmine-disco in 2008.
from tomorrow, , 6 sept 2009, i'll going back to deadmine-disco.
http://deadmine disco.livejournal.com
visit me there.
i will not close this site.

Peishan, Merlin, Weiwei, Kegan, Angeline, Berenice, Irfan, YongKeng.

SYFiesta 2009: Dream Oasis. (L)

sorry for no updates, readers!

my internet connection and broke down and i only can use my sister's laptop once in a very while!

will be back when it's fixed!

i think my mum has some problem.

life has been a breeze.




school life isn't complete without them!
i realise that when we start to do something, we just can't stop doing it.
an example would be, camwhoring!
i still remembered how long it took us to stop taking pictures. getting up from the bed, down the stairs, in the living room and all the way in the lift.



on tuesday, went to celebrate ritchie's birthday.
and today, i went to the zoo with weiwei, kegan and irfan!
and i love looking at elephant's butt!
(and i'm getting fat without training)



this 18 year old's birthday is coming.
i have totally no idea what to get for her.
even a soft toy wouldn't be appropriate.

i love exams.
but they're over.
YAY.
okay what am i talking about.
there's math trail tmr.
i'm prepared to bring a fan! (:

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shoot across the sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
-Edward Cullen

okay i really don't wish to go to school tomorrow till thursday.
BUT.

there's history tomorrow and BADMINTON RECESS WHOOOOO!
then there's recess with weiwei tomorrow WHOOOOOOOOO!
THEN JUST GO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY = NO DIFFERENCE!

nobody, nobody!